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Saturday, April 30, 2005

work is super stressed..no one min of free time..n alot things to learn..i work until 31st may only..so lk by the time i get e hang of everything i muz leave alr -.-

dear cross over to ocs..super power hor? u ppl next time muz call him leut ng ok? haha..dis few days cant go out w him..our movie has been lk postponed for 3 times..haha..he's getting weird..abit short tempered these days..oh well..mayb i've changed too..* shrugs *


10:40 PM


Wednesday, April 27, 2005

last day of slacking..tmr muz start work liaox..sianz..muz faster enjoy today..haha..

met pf today..dat cokster..make me luff all e way..treated him fish n co..promised to treat him if he pass his driving..den he treat me movie..n i was tricked into treating him a movie..oh well..ppl..pls DO NOT watch Be Cool ..it sux i tell ya..keep moving abt to make sure i don fall aslp..haha..den his cousin joined us..abit weird sia..haha..ya..den home sweet home..

was totally knocked out..luff until tired..slept all e way until 7+..yawnx..

tmr start work le..damn scared..scared cant click w e ppl dere..scared cant cope w e work..e work is lk completely new to me lo..haix..got a bad experience w NEW jobs..we shall see.....


8:17 PM


Monday, April 25, 2005

i found a job le!!!!!!!! damn happy...hsbc again..but diff dept..hehe..but i think muz do filing..oh well..i think is those boring work..but hu cares..haha..happy happy..juz came home..met dem for pizza den met zj..stomachache sia..muz b e pizza..oh well......


3:37 PM


lalala~ met him today wor..don jealous k? haha..hmm..went town..walk one round..den go off..haha..from bugis to ps to heerens..ate billy bombers..quite disappointing thou..haha..billy bom bom bom..HAHA..he nicknamed e place dat...wu liaoz..bought new watch!!! black strap de..always wanted a black strap watch..think dat stylo..haha..but not suitable for formal occassion la..n i bought white polo!!!!!!!! sooooo happy!!!!! nike somemore..n its gift from dear wor..haha..he used his world of sports vouchers..which is supposed to b his burfday gift lo..guilty..but he say nth to buy dere for himself..haha..lalalala~!!!

bought nail polish oso..light pink..now i look lk small kid..haha..but got 2 fingers cant seem to paint dem..paint liaox damn ugly..keep re-painting..n now i run out of e remover..zzz..wateva~

got to noe dis dumbo guy thru gb..zj..haha..another cokster..another saggi..haha..lk dat lo..can tok cok de..cfm my fren..HAHA..well...he say he envy me ar..got so many frenz..set me thinking lo..got frenz..but 99 % ar hi-bye frenz lo..most got close to for a period of time..den dats it le..so frenz juz come n go lo..really alot such cases..its a pity..esp those sec sch frenz..we were really v close..haix...long story...anw my pt is dat...i'm a lonely person actually....haha..

tmr meeting hsbc ppl for pizza hut..hehe..don drool le u!!!! wipe ur mouth! freak....





3:10 AM


Friday, April 22, 2005

fed up...i was rite..nth good will happen will i stay at home..cold war w mum again..i mean i wasnt e one hu initiated it..but she simply LOVES cold war..........

i was lk trying to persuade her to let me stay in hostel IF i go uni..she shot me a look..n dats it..no arguments no discussion..no nth..cold war..oh well..her decision is always rite..i muz follow..its so sickening..cant she juz hear me out??? at least TOK!! argh...nvm...

he's out tmr.....


10:46 PM


Thursday, April 21, 2005

i miss him..........................


10:23 PM


Wednesday, April 20, 2005

hmm..first day w/o job..been hibernating..haha..slept until 1230pm den use comp..den slept at 330..wake up at 5 den go tuition..haha..mum really feed me alot..even thou i still full..how to go on diet man..feel lk sushi sia..mayb tmr meeting colleagues for lunch..den i can go buy sushi from carrefour..hehe..meeting gawin tmr oso..gonna buy a white polo tee..

went suntec nike sales last sunday..bought a nike shoes dat i eye v long alr!!! 40% off..so its lk $62.35 hahahaha..but lk seldom wear shoes alr..but nvm..i still luv dat shoes..haha..

hmm..dear going outfield from tmr until sat...cant use fone..haix..really really hate army..freak......


1:07 AM


Friday, April 15, 2005

hmm..friday le..finally..kinda long week..was kinda disappointed in him for e beginning of e week..he actually forgot wat i did for him..which i actually spent quite alot effort in..sianz....next monday last day alr..finally can wake up early in e morning..heex jealous?? -gRinx- monday eating pizza hut w colleagues..cuz last day..heex..bought lipstick..i wan learn to make up man..hehe..next week gonna rest all e way..tired...........physically n mentally...


10:02 PM


Friday, April 08, 2005

AAAARRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! left my card holder in e office!!!!! dumbo~ n my ezlink inside lor..weekends cfm spend alot money on transport liaoz..haix..best is i only realised vvvv long after i left office..so its close liaoz..n tmr not open..baaaaah..

2 days ago got one incident w a colleague..lk he seemed pissed..den after work msg him..den his replies lk weird sia..dunno wat he thinking lo..got pissed a little..but next day lk nth happened sia..dunno la..bleah...

met winnie after work today..a last min thing..den colleague join us..surprised how e 2 get along quite well..gang up agnst me somemore..haha..den walk ard lor..n saw dis top dat we both kinda lk..15.90..hehe..

he's out tmr..finally.....


10:45 PM


Monday, April 04, 2005

today monday..n i'm not working!!! shiok man..haha..took e day off..so cant b bothered to go work..my job getting dry..n cant stand e sight of e bitch..yea..so hope i can find new job n leave dat bloody place..haix..

bought new fone ytd~ e samsung fone dat i've been eyeing for quite some time..den ytd it was lk promotional price..den plus i trade in..got e fone for free!!! heex...but kinda forgot dat fone no video camera..abit wasted..haha..n its abit bulky..oh ya..my new fone is samsung e330c..haha..

ate yuki yaki ytd w dear!! heex..was great..but 2 ppl only..eat quite little..n its 43 buckx..haha..but got ice cream..had fun making e ice cream..hehe..finally got to eat yuki yaki..been toking abt it since 1 mth ago..haha..but he muz go back tekong le..so sianz..another one week to go thru alone..

sometimes really feel lonely..lk other den him..nobody else dere for me le..dere are frenz..but all drifting apart..hard to meet up on weekdays too..cuz all working..n weekends i'd lk to reserve it for him..so..yea..i m all alone.....


11:53 AM


Saturday, April 02, 2005

haix....ytd wasnt my last day...stayed on..cuz cant find job..n colleagues think not wise..so juz stay until i find new job lo..hope can find real soon...

dear not coming out dis sat le..so stayed at home whole day..actually good oso la...need some rest man..not enuff slp e whole week.haha..slacking away~ actually juz woke up only..hahaha..
shall go out w him tmr~ but muz make sure he got time w his family...got scared after dat incident w his mum.....

bought a new green top n a belt..den dad say ah ma got a similar belt..WTH!! i dowan b so ah ma man..haha..but mum say wun ah ma..ok la..shall trust her..LOL...

dad talked to me dat nite..might not have enuff money for uni..cpf oso not enuff..may have to loan from bank or sth..but interest rates damn high..sianz.......life's screwed..shdnt even have applied in e first place......


12:44 PM