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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

so totally disgusted w life..or rather..i've no life..juz look at today..

went school alone..went mega sales alone to get him his pants..met a fren n take bus back to my fac tog..n den went tutorial w aud..den waited for next lesson alone..sat at e parapet alone..for one whole hr..so pathetic..n seriously wasnt feeling well..cramp..giddy..gastric..wth..n alone..all i could do was juz to msg him n tell him abt it..in e end..decided to skip my last 2 lessons n went home..

frenless life..

gone were e days in jc where we have e whole group of frenz sticking ard tog..gone were e days...

all i have for company now is him..only him..i cant imagine wat my life wld b when he goes taiwan for training in oct.....n den at nite when i can tok to him..he's slpy alr..army sux..screw it..

pathetic life..i hate dis kinda lonely feeling..i noe i shd b independent..i'm trying to..but i hate it....


11:01 PM


Monday, August 29, 2005

oh well..its e start of another week..time flies..

mondays kinda rockx..lessons starts at 1300..oh man..aint i such a smart planner..hahaha..but.was late for e first lesson..how dumb..was still on bus at 1300..haha..was late for e same lesson everytime..think e tutor kinda noe me alr..damn..


dere's e megasale in school tmr~! damn excited..got u2 fox g2000 nike dkny clinque blah blah blah..hahaha..- drools - ..but frenless me..gotta go alone..bah..

last weekend...

friday met pri sch frenz for awhile den went to meet him..ate at cine..but sucky food..but he ordered a fantastic desert man.......





sat went east coast cycling =) den ate dinner w his parents..

sun met my jc frenz..miss dem lk hell..went marina sq slack n tok cok..den went suntec nydc for dinner..yummmmm...

dats all ..jia you for dis coming week..may everything turn out well...






8:10 PM


Tuesday, August 23, 2005

lalala~

studying studying studying..after 9 mth of break i kinda forgot alot of my math alr..hehe..n math is tough~!! esp MA1100..basics of math..sounds easy..but i tell youuuuuuuu...its killing us..hahaha..

i got into pru..in creative dept..omg..do i look creative at all?? haha..i've no creativity at all can..hahaha..oh well..thur's e welcome tea..will get to see e ppl in my dept.. =)

fri got pri sch cls gathering..dunno whether to go or not..feel lk meeting dear instead..haha..oopx..but shall see how..

tmr gotta study again..oh man..its true..when u're studying u hope u're working...when u're working u hope u're studying..hahahaha..human sux..


10:34 PM


Thursday, August 18, 2005

life sux..

hate going school now..skipped lesson today..sux..don lk e feeling of being alone..either dat or juz tag along some1..feel lk an idiot..a complete nuisance...

army sux..its making him so tired..cant really sacrifice his slping time for me..weekends go out he oso keep msg-ing..lk when ppl msg i wait until when i'm alone den reply lor..but he non-stop..don feel good abt it..

n now e feeling is back again..i used to super hate math..cuz i get stuck at every qn..until i met mr chua back in cedar..hu really helped me alot..n dats when i started to score n luv math..but now..i cant understand a thing..cant do any qn..sux..no1's dere for me to consult..

y cant life get a little better? everytime when i juz start to see a glimpse of light in life..everything will start collapsing..life juz cant rock all e way can it? sux.......



sorry to those hu hate loud music..
juz feel lk screaming out..
e lyrics rockx...


12:21 AM


Sunday, August 14, 2005

fireworks again..3rd time i'm seeing fireworks dis year at esplanade..haha..

nth much to blog abt..juz dat school's getting boring..i'm lk so alone..go lect alone..go stick ard w frenz..hu got their own frenz oso..if u get wat i mean la..getting abit sickening..LONELY~~ I'M MR LONELY~~ oh well..hope when tutorials n cca starts everything will get better..haix..


11:36 PM


Wednesday, August 10, 2005



=)
hApPy 21sT mOntH~!!
time really flies..21 months alr..we've really been thru ALOT..lotsa arguments disagreements..hasnt been an easy journey..but we survived thru~! haha..sometimes i really wonder wats in u dat made me so madly in luv..PERHAPS...someone cast a spell on u~ n made u super charming~ hahahaha..ok i'm crapping..but yea..i'm really deeply in luv..wonder wth is ever gonna happen to me if u leave..oh well..i don really wanna imagine..haha..life's so fantastic w u around..=)


9:36 PM


Monday, August 08, 2005

another weekend =)

went to watch fireworks at esplanade..wasnt as fantastic as last year's one..dat day one was lk..soooooo low lor..at eye level..zzz..kena blocked by trees somemore..wat sia..can u believe it..arent fireworks supposed to b HIGH UP IN E SKY?? haha..anw..enjoyed his company..n fervo..haha..yea went w him AND fervo..lol..in case u dont noe.fervo's my og group..haha..

today went tamp mac..helped him do his army stuff..was kinda clumsy..think he was better off w/o my help..hehe..asked jas n jL to come join us..fun man..so long nv see dem..ahha..den went his hse for dinner..den his dad fetch him to his camp n fetched me home..hehe..TMR'S HE'S OUT AGAIN~!! ;p

tmr school starts..haha..looking forward to uni life..but its e end of my 9 mth hols..how sad..hahahaha...


12:14 AM


Monday, August 01, 2005

lalala~ went sch in formal wear..for dis freshman inauguration ceremony..haha..tmr going for flag day..yawnx..so boring..kinda looking forward to lessons..to cca..everything..being a uni student is sooooo fun..hahaha..may e 4 years pass SLOOOOOOOWLY..haha..

last weekend was kinda great..dunno y..juz enjoyed his company VERY much..friday nite went lot 1 to find him..supposed to surprise him..but timing wasnt rite..too bad..sat went town..got a laptop sleeves n iclips for my lappy =) den watched seven swords..it sux..don watch..lol..shd have gone for The Island..haix..haha..sunday went e new national lib..its HUGE..but alot floors empty one..or things dat doesnt interest me..so yea..din look ard much..den went TM..n he sent me home from dere~!!! omg..he stays tamp btw..din expect him to send me thou..first he's gonna b late for book in..second he seldom send me home from tamp..haha..so yea..really sweet of him..

=))))))


10:00 PM