Monday, March 30, 2009
i detest.
5:58 PM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
i think my life is less messed up compared to 99% of the world's population..
but still..i hate all these emotional turmoil..
am going to put an end to all these..
erase every single thing..
and start afresh =)
*image of me driving white beetle with a bright yellow gerbera on the dashboard appeared in my mind =D*
oops!
just asked mama to help cook maggi mee for me..
spoilt!
haha..but once in awhile only la..not always like that one la..
hahahaha..
gonna make hell lotsa calls tonight!!!
=D
5:15 PM
Friday, March 27, 2009
and the emptiness sets in again....
met a cute guy ;)
1:42 AM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
random post:
i really really want my beetle by end of this year!!!
hmmm..
been going for appointments and keeping myself busy this few days..
and i'm beginning to love my job even more =)
i miss my old self somehow..
i miss the good old times..
when life is all about mugging and nothing else..
have been staying up late..
just dont feel like sleeping early..
the eyebags under my eyes are getting from bad to worse..
even the 24k bioessence thing doesnt help..
even my concealer doesnt conceal them anymore..
=(
wm..
i really want a beetle.
*melts*
12:41 AM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
this is crazy shit.
12:24 AM
Saturday, March 07, 2009
slipping in to depression mode.
3:19 AM
read through my past blog entries..
brought back alot of memories..
the sweet and the bitter ones..
guess i was a much happier person then....
go ahead and read them..
tell me if i'm right..
2:22 AM
Thursday, March 05, 2009
you know..
i used to really really really love to play those kinda books when i was a kid..
whereby you have to pretend you're the main character in the story..
and you have to make decisions for that guy..
and it goes something like "to enter the cave, turn to page 18".
i liked that its full of surprises..
every step you take can lead to very different endings.
but now.
i think i'm totally screwing up my life.
making the wrong decisions time and time again.
getting stuck in the worst kinda situations all the time.
my life is full of regrets.
and the worst thing is..
i cant restart my life like how i could restart the book game.
i dont like how things are like now.
i dont like how i'm feeling now.
i dont like it at all.
and i wonder when will all these end.
1:29 AM
i think i miss you.
12:32 AM
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either! | |
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kop-ed from gill's blog..
quite true actually..
the fear of losing someone..
hmm.....
1:08 PM
Sunday, March 01, 2009
this sudden emptiness in me.
which i dont know what to fill it up with.
this sudden feeling of lostness and aimlessness.
seeingnomeaninginlife.
12:20 PM