dunno y m i so sad to hear dat he's trying for US uni...shdnt i b happy? to hear dat he's aiming high..to further persue his studies..where e degree dere is far more recognised..where after he grad..he's gonna get a betta job..bright future eh? but..i really don feel good..i shd b supporting him..i noe i shd stand by him..n support him in wateva he do..but..its gonna b for yrs..after his ns its another 4 to 5 yrs of waiting..can i take it? i'm too lousy to take up any scholarships..to go somewhere lk US to study..is dis relationship gonna b for a lifetime? is he serious abt us? or m i thinking too much? does he realise i'll support him but at e same time feel lonely? is e waiting gonna b worthwhile? or will e luv juz fade away? mayb i can try to meet more often try n build up e relationship..in case it breaks down when i have to be all alone...without him............
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