wwwwwweeeeeeeeeee~~~~~ guess wat guess wat???? EXAMS OVER!!!! hohoho...merry christmas~!!!! hahahahaha..damn high can..finally no restrictions..n i have all e time in e world to do wat i wan now...for a mth at least..but better den nth can..hahahaha...-GRINX-

hmm...things are getting slightly better i guess? things arent dat awkward w him anymore..made it quite clear..we wldnt patch any time soon ba..haix...dere really are times when i really really really miss him....but..guess i wasnt matured enuff..to be contented w wat i had...

if only...

haha..suan le...too many IF's...lets just look into e future instead of e past..junwen taught me de..haha..yea lo..hu noes wats gonna happen in e future..haha..hope it'll be less disastrous ba...so pessimistic towards commitment now..and faith...yea....

oh well..shall just enjoy myself during dis mth...and i shd have enuff time to think thru things le ba..hope i'll be clear minded enuff to make a wiser choice dis time round.......wish me luck... =)

2:21 AM

hahahaa....i do try to make dem change wad...hahaha....

1:24 PM

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

10:07 PM

wooooo...mug mug mug..hahaha..damn scary..but i lk quite slack sia..die la..seniors warned me not to be slack liaox...haha..shit..really muz pia..shant regret my actions..haha..been meeting chip lk almost everyday for e past 2 - 3 weeks..shall stop seeing him..hahahaha...oh well..shall see how things go..lalala~

talked to him over msn..was lk soooooo heartbreaking..his words and stuff..
i told him b4 i noe i'm a bitch..lk 3 million times..den he keep saying "don call urself dat"..alright and so i stopped..den now he say i don sound lk i think its my fault dat we broke up..oh man..
and other stuff..really damn sad...
and it just remind me of how upset we were and we will be if we continue on..and every quarrels were and will be sth lk dat..oh well..and he said he's used to singlehood now..den so be it ba..life still goes on..shall move on..we're still frenz thou..

oh..den dat day we talked..i was lk damn damn damn sad la..den guess wat????? mr chip pia down from jurong west to my hse..to check dat i'm fine o.O stunned..hahaha..but damn sweet rite..heex...thanx!!!!!! =)

11:49 AM

ar sux..exams coming lk damn soon...but i still don feel e stress..wth..haha..whole week busy with tuition..and trying to catch up on my marketing..my worse mod man..haix..shall buck up..but lk not enuff time le..hahaha..watever...

was looking back at the times dat we spent tog..for the past 2 years..sounds long..but seems lk ytd when he held my hand in jL's hse..haha..wasnt exactly easy to maintain dis r/s at all..too much disagreements...too diff in our characters...too little time for each other...haix...but i do miss him..i really do..but..wld we be happy tog again? was actually tempted to go back to him..to his arms..to his kisses..esp when i met him to pass cd...tried sms-ing him..but was kinda awkward..kinda cold..tried acting normal..but din help..and den i realised...things will nv be e same again..no point regretting i guess..i'm a bitch....

r/s really aint sweet at times..shall stay away from one..cant afford to be a bitch anymore...cant bring myself to commit to one anymore..shall take a break from the thing called lUv........

10:56 PM

haha..went out todayyyyy....
morning go tuition..den go jiemin's hse nua awhile..den we went bugis cut hair tog..haha..now my fringe sooo damn short..so ugly can..sobx..
den after our haircut......some silly guy come surprise me lo..hahahaha..wat the..thou i expected it la..but nvm...will still pretend to be surprised..hahaha..really appreciate wat he's done for me so far...heex...
anw..den after dat went national lib to study abit..and slept abit..haha..den went wheelockx to get our dinner at nydc..hahaha..mushroom ham baked rice rockx..haha...pink roses rockx too =))))
yea really super alot things happened dis few weeks..its amazing how things can change so fast..but somehow or rather..we still have to move on i guess..and adapt to changes..no matter how drastic dey are.......... =S

1:01 AM

things really getting outta control...too fast...too fast for me to adapt...
i'm afraid..afraid of commitments..
i don dare..don dare to commit...
...singlehood rockx...

1:18 AM

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