Saturday, October 30, 2004
hmm...quite guilty..din study much today..haha..went orchard dere w dear to apply SAT II..its weird..to b going w him to do sth which i wldnt wan him to do...i tell u wat kinda feeling sux most..when u cant..or rather its not right..to stop some1 from doing wat u dowan him to do..anw..he applied..
a fren once told me all his frens' relationships din made it after one party went overseas to study..suddenly thot of sth..lk..if he's going away for years 3 years ltr..n v likely we'll neglect each other..its lk e realationship is only gonna last for 3 years..i was lk..omg..might as well end it now..b4 i get really reliant on him n cant bear to let it go..n i got really really upset when i thot of dat..well..its juz a thot.....a silly thot.......
was feeling down all e way..den e silly boy go mac n buy hello kitty gimme..really think i'm a small ger man..haha..but still..v sweet of him....really enjoy myself w him..
cldnt find stef's new album!! n e person told me is tmr..wth..e ad say 29th lor..hmv leh..supposed to b e reliant one wad..dotx..how nice..gggrrrrrr..
went far east..saw an old lady..really gimme a weird feeling..kinda uncomfortable or sad or..dunno how to describe..dear felt dat way too..she put v thick make-up..n she's lk..dressed up in sth lk shou yi? another lady was helping her choose ear rings..her expressions..her everything..juz gimme e feeling lk she's preparing herself for death? haix...made me quite upset....
had a good tok w dear at my hse..really glad dat we finally talked over things calmly..which seldom happen..i'll either b crying or he'll b lk a volcano..heex..but at last...we talked over stuff.. C=
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