heartbroken....mutual understanding is really impt..dats all i can say...but hu can really achieve it? dats another story....

2:00 AM

yozzzz...haha..so tired dis few days..dunno y..received choc from kj hu juz came back from switzerland..n BIG snoopy from dear's mum..haha..snoopy super nice to hug seh..haha..been playing ff8 dis few days..abit outdated hor? haha..nvm la..nth to play anw..heex..

9:54 PM

yahoo~!!! got job le...surveyor..quite cool one..haha..mayb one day u'll c me appearing at ur hse doorstep..haha..muz do my survey k? heex..looking for some more jobs thou..more fixed timing kind..yepz..heex..

9:43 PM

yohoo~! went novena today..so empty..united square is worse..haha..yawnx..den went to meet cedar frenz n teacher..he treat us marche lor..woa..haha..but i ate sucky n ugly suassage..hahaha...miss those times w dem..but somehow i tok lk will soft n stammer..mayb too long nv really spend time together..den will feel awkward ba..haha..but really miss dem..shall meet up more often..haha..

11:09 PM

bloody hell...think i pms-ing..felt so pek chek..n lk e whole world is up against me..nvm..guys wun understand..haha..boring nite...

1:01 AM

went lyn's hse today to do some baking..haha..we baked peanut butter cookies..haha..den we got our burfday presents..winnie got her roxy top..sheila's musical box..mine jigsaw puzzle!!!! dey made winnie e pooh jigsaw puzzle for me~!!!! so sweet rite??? so shock n happy can..haha..n dear lied to me say going sch..but actually got winnie's hse make jigsaw..haha..so happie~!!!! thankew guys~!!! luv u all!!!! but doubt any of dem will read la..haha..den after dat went winnie's hse n play maplestory..dne went tm to buy jigsaw puzzle..gonna do it w dear..heex...winnie e pooh again..haha -gRinX-

9:09 PM

burfday~!! heex..few rmb my bday only..but nvm la..got him to pei me for e day..heex..but couldnt get e singtel job..so kinda sianz..yea..anw..went town..den got a new top n slippers..haha..den went toy shop n play..childish sia..haha..den went fish & co..e glass hse dere..haha..e fish n chip is nice man..haha..den dear got me their burfday complementary..haha..ice cream n brownie..yum~! den went take cable car..5.50 bucks per person only...super cheap rite? haha..den dear made me strawberry in chocolate dip..e chocolate he melt himself one wor..yummy~! haha..so tired now..sorta clossing my eyes when i'm typing dis..yawnx~!!!

oh ya..discovered a cool arcade in dohby ghout mrt stn..m i sua gu? haha..yepz...

going out w cedar frenz n amath tcher next tue..looking forward to it..-grinz-..

11:25 PM

feeling sianz..troubled..hate myself..wateva..u get wat i mean?... if only dere is someone out dere hu can get wat i mean...

1:50 AM

lalala~ nice?? haha..today went interviewing again..went some ulu place too..haha..met jia n weishi for awhile too..haha..dey both wear skirt..lk grown up ladies..den i still lk small kid..haha..anw..went east point too..isit? forget e name..simei dat one..haha..went e pet safari..omg~!!! e dogs are damn cute can?? really adorable..so tempted to keep one..but mum wun allow..n scared i'll sianz halfway..so bad..haha..den went home le..mum sick wor..feel so bad..everyday go out den she alone at home..hmm..shall stay at home tmr....

11:15 PM

yeah!! changed my blog..i make myself one k? haha..any comments? heex..been out everyday dis 2 weeks..haha..

ytd went j8 den after dat wanted to send dear to his chalet dere..but a little too late le..so send halfway only..haha..on my way home on 107..chose a seat where lighting is quite dim..n juz watch e scenary outside..v slack v relax..enjoying e time of being myself alone..if u understand wat i mean la..haha..

today went out w few classmates..wanted to go cycle..in e end rain..so juz slack ard..nth much..another slack day..gotta hurry find a job..haha..

10:08 PM

heyzzzzzzzz!!!!!!! last nite was prom!!!!!!! cant walk in heels man!! look lk a fat duck!! haha..went plaza sing de jean yip to do my make up n hair..made an appointment at 5..in e end 530 den my turn..haiyo..den e person insist on doing my eyebrow when i told her not to..den she juz go ahead and pluck..wat good service..den think my hair quite nice eh!! cuz got curls one..heex..think i look lk evil ah ma when i wear specs..mayb take out specs better ba..so e whole nite keep taking out n wearing specs..take foto den take out specs..haha..took many fotos!! n everyone so dressed up..really fun..but e emcee abit cmi la..

oh n did i tell u we went to e wrong hotel at first??? hahaha..supposed to be ritz carlton..in e end we went carlton..so paiseh..waste e taxi fare..hahaha...

dne his dad send me home..den when close car door dat time giap my thumb!!! so pain can!!! n scary to e c car door tight n half ur thumb inside..yucks..den so pain dat i cried..sobx..haha..den he sent me to my doorstep..so nice rite? hahahaha..

den reach home ard 1+..den remove make up n bath n wateva..spent ard an hr in e water trying to remove e hairpins from my head lo..! counted ard 23 pins on my head..wow..hahaha..cant bare to wash away..cuz no more curls le..hahahaha...

went sentosa today..walk ard..saw musical fountain..abit boring..but e fire was nice! heex..haPPy 13th MoNTh aNNi my dear!!!!

11:03 PM

woa!!! tonite prom leh!!! so excited can?? hahahaha..juz painted my nails..den cant paint e rite hand nicely cuz muz use my left hand..hahahahhahaha..so ask mummy help..heex...lalalala~ juz bought film too..tonite gonna take lotsa pic man..

1:29 PM

heya~! went out today again..bought new bra! hahaha..den met him n went grand capthrone hotel to find job..dunno how to spell..haha..den walked ard in great world..den went cold storage..den we bought one whole chicken n eat for lunch!!!! hahahahaha..but small chicken la..$5.50 only..haha..gonna get fat man..shuckx prom coming..haha..

got dis webby got all e jc prom nite fotos..dunno how come have..haha..so looking forward to prom! gonna b fun! n borrowed camera from wei peng le..thanx bro!! heex..gonna buy e film tmr..its not digital cam..cuz i wan develop n put in foto album one..nicer..grinx =D

10:04 PM

went out w jia..heex..happy burfday my dear~! haha..but bugis is soooo boring..nth much to shop..ended up chatting in e food court..haha..saw serene too..cedar clsmate..she's working..haha..but din have chance to get her number..next time ba..haha..

so sianz now..really sianz..thinking abt alot of things..realised we tend to think more when we're alone at nite..dunno y..but..its another lonely nite without his company..perhaps i'm too demanding to ask him accompany me for e nite..lonely nite...thinking..thinking...thinking.....thinking..........................

11:37 PM

meeeoooooowwww~~ haha..went orchard again!! been dere everyday dis week man..haha..i'm done w e shopping for prom le..n i went plaza sing today n made appointment for make up n hair do!! weee~~ but think my dress is too casual..so sianz..think i buy too fast le..could walk walk c c first..sianz......

tmr jia's burfday! heex..going out w her..vvv long nv go out w her..felt so bad..haha..going sentec interview first den going bugis meet her..lalala~

yawnx..eating infront of my com now..its a routine everyday..ltr chat on msn awhile den go read comic..been reading you xi wang recently..he lend me one..haha..

oh ya..went plaza sing den saw dis restaurant..den we went in n ask if dey got any job vacancies..den e boss abit GL..if u noe wat i mean..4.50 an hr n still dare so arrogant..nvm..don think i'm gonna work for him anw..haha..

spent ard 200 for everything for prom..I MUZ WORRRRKKKK!!!!!!!!

12:23 PM

BOO!! scared u again?? scaredy cat..heex..juz came home..went to have dinner w his family..jack's place..orchard is packed w ppl man..scary..haha..anw..vvvv full now..n mum forced me to eat fruits..feel lk puking le..haha..

cedar tt ppl met up today..everything so last min..his dad oso last min den cfm one..in e end din go for e gathering..abit bad if ps his family..not good impression seh..hahahaha..i'm good ger lo.. -gRinX-

dunno wat to do to my hair for prom leh..how ar? thinking of juz wear a nice cap den gao dim..heex..den juz now went tangs..saw e gers make up n do hair..damn nice la..if only i can afford..haix.......

2:41 PM

hmm...e 2nd plan to surprise him failed again...was v v v v v upset..felt lk such a loser..cant do anything for him..everything i planned failed..

went to look for him early morning..den went town..watched incredibles!!! so cute!!! din regret watching e show..was great!! heex..den wwent marina bay..supposedly a surprise for him..cuz called his bball team along..haha..asked yy to help buy cake n surf shorts..haha..e cake was a surprise for him! heex..den suddenly everyone started trying to tie a knot on e cherry stick using tongue..haha..i almost did it k!! haha...almost la..haha..

den went home le..so tired..slpt at 4 previous nite..was trying to draw a comic character den give him today..haha..lalala~~ hope he enjoyed e day.. -gRinX-

11:55 AM

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