today not my last day....extended....freaking sianz...but at least i can take leave tmr..haix....or at least got income...but no time to shop..oh man....wat a disappointment...............

felt neglected..less impt..army sux...

feeling inferior too..perhaps some other prettier gers are more suitable for e social nite n commission ball..zzz.........

8:13 PM

ytd went out w cls..miss dem..heex..slack ard n walk ard in town..had freaking bad headache n cramp..den ate jL's super good panadol..den ok liaox..lol..den walked all e way to city hall dne went home..great day..

he booked out on fri nite..had to go back dis morning..din have much time tog dis week..hope next week will b betta..

went out w mama today..so filial..haha..went town..bought a zara top n a forever21 necklace to go w it..total 40 bucks only..oh well..everywhere sales lo..shiok..haha..but y isnt brikenstock having sales too???????? so tempted to buy their sandals..lk damn nice leh..n its lasting..hmmmmmmmm...............................

tue last day of work..good..finally..shall find another job for e remaining 2 mth..but..slack first n enjoy e GREAT spore sales.. ;p

uni sux..esp when u don get e course u wan..it sux.
gotta go nus for medical checkup..muz take blood test..freaking scared..haha..haix....

9:43 PM

bought a dumbbell..shall train my flabby arms..sux man..haha..been playing dis online game dis few days..haha..hmm...his 2nd nite in e jungle is ending soon..gonna see him real soon..heex..happy..bought nail polish..-gRinx-..finally painted my nails white nicely..haha..hmm...sat gonna have cls gathering..hope everything turns out well..gonna watch movie..heex..lalala~ n job ends next tue..cool man..shall take foto w colleagues..esp dis ang mo boss!!! omg~ *melts* *drools* hahahahhahha...........

1:08 AM

haiyo..muz start work..so sickening..n my colleague come piss me off again..den i raise my voice abit..haha..finally i make some noise man..cant stand it..

ytd went town meet dear..den saw aJ on e train!! so happy..miss her loads..

oh man..i got a pimple at some ridiculous place..shant reveal here..cant believe myself..so ridiculous..hahaha...

dear go outfield again..army so sickening..wats so nice abt e trees man..cant imagine wats gonna happen to me when he go overseas to train..

11:28 PM

oh man...got letters from both uni..
ntu mathematical science
nus computing...
haix...both my 3rd choice lor..i wan biz~~ dumb ass..din get thru ntu biz intv..really screwed it up..haix...dis is so sickening..bah..since when life rockx............

9:05 PM

got letter le..nus..computing..oh well..i really prefer my 2nd n 3rd choice..biz n sci..kinda sianz..thou glad dat at least i have a place dere..shall wait for ntu's reply..but did kinda crappy for e intv..well~~~

6:38 PM

freak...i tell u how stupid i am..i din noe reds e ex-est salon in town..den i stupidly think 40+ is normal price..n ya..cut my hair for 44 buckx at reds..dumbo~ look weird now..hair so short..not used to it..fringe oso shorter liaox..n its not long not short..so irritating..oh well...dumb ass~

dear's not only confined on mon..sat he got some wing cohesion at sentosa..sth lk gathering kinda thing i supposed..bitch..waited for a long weekend for so darn long..wanted go beach w him..in e end...........freaking pissed w army la..sianz....

10:24 PM

sux..mondays always sux..bleahx..went to work..n e whole day slacking away..den wait until lk 30min i knock off den all e work start coming in..how brainless..i really slack whole day man~ can even draw..my art piece.......

lunch time met pf for lunch..can nv stop calling me auntie..wateva man..i'm not lo..dat time i watch hse of wax..nc16..dat person wan check my ic lo..how can i b auntie..cok eye..haha..after work met some ex colleagues go shop awhile..bought new ear rings..hehe..yawnx..bored..cant wait for 31st may..last day of work.... (*.*)

10:13 PM

lalalala~ was a peaceful weekend..he book out n nth happens..good news eh? haha..bought hp deco for him for anni..gave it to him n its on our hp now..

haha..bought new ripcurl bag..haha..super feel lk splurging on sth..n haven got my purple tee..no nice ones ard..haha..n i grew fatter!! shuckx man..dats vvv bad news..cuz once i grow fat..v hard to slim down one..sux man..watched house of wax today..actually come to think of it not v scary la..but dunno y in e cinema i so scared..haha..lalala~ tmr going out w e class..miss dem loads..but few of dem couldnt make it..sianz...n dear's back in camp..n he's confined for next week mon holiday..SIANZ..army's such a bitch..SLUT!!!!!! >.<

8:59 PM

r/s are such a nuisance..althou its lk ur motivation to move on n to live on..but e fact dat we cant avoid quarrels sux..n when we quarrel..we don think..n hurt e ppl we luv most w/o even realising it..
"do u luv me?"
"i do. but...(blah blah blah)"
don e "but" means sth..? .........
i believe e root to most arguments is juz dat couples don communicate enuff..gers being gers..we assume guys noe wat we're thinking...n guys being guys..dey dont.

n its so unbelievable dat couples actually do get bored of each other at times..so ridiculous..arent dey gonna b ur lifetime partners? n we get bored of dem?? ....i guess dats y we need to do sth for him/her frequently to bring life to e r/s..mayb not material wise..a little surprise will do..if u really luv him/her..i suppose these little efforts wun kill..

thot alot dis few days..esp after hearing stories from frenz..r/s is so hard to maintain..esp when it involves understanding another person well n compromising him/her whenever required..but well..man are born to b stubborn?

"give a little..take a little.." shdnt we all learn from mr wee? lol...

12:05 AM

he's out for dis sat only..sun i'll b busy w tuition..

quarrelled w him again..seems to b a routine..wonder wats wrong w me..but felt abit neglected..n i dunno y..but it seems lk..we can only share e happy times together..when i'm upset i cant turn to him..n i realised we cant sort things out or tok seriously..all e while its been lk dat..so we don solve problems..we sweep dem under e carpet..
my fren said sth which struck me.."if cannot how to live together in future"..i may b thinking too far..but i guess its true..how far wld we go if we continue lk dis?

hate my life..everything don seem to go in e rite way..every decision i made seems to b wrong..my frenz seems to b drifting away..i cant seem to find a topic to tok to dem abt..work wise..wateva job i get..its shit..my previous job is shit n so is my current job..dere's always sth wrong somewhere..my results sux..cant even get into a course i wan..parents nv seem to agree w wateva i do..n i mean NV..i cant think of anything dat dey agreed w me..n my parents cold war every 3 days..n e cold war last for lk few weeks? its freaking pissing me off..now dat i come to think of it..nth..really NTH seems to b going e rite way in my life..or is dat wat life is all abt? if dat is so..i probably wun like e idea of living on for another 40 or 50 more years..........

1:10 AM

today went for ntu intv..when waiting for my turn i was lk freaking stress lor..n i was lk 1 hr early..more den enuff time for me to cool down..haha..but went in was lk so diff..2 interviewers..one ang mo guy one female chinese..den i think i was too casual..wateva..its over..hope can get in..but i doubt so..haha..

met pf at jurong point..watched kingdom of heaven..not bad..but don understand some parts..haha..den walk ard..n i was convinced by him dat i shd dye hair..den buy a bottle to dye myself..

juz dyed my hair ar..n it looks golden..n its uneven..freak..but nvm la..got new look..n its cheaper den going salon to dye..haha..look lk a freaking ah lian now..zzz...hahahaha..

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