Wednesday, August 31, 2005
so totally disgusted w life..or rather..i've no life..juz look at today..
went school alone..went mega sales alone to get him his pants..met a fren n take bus back to my fac tog..n den went tutorial w aud..den waited for next lesson alone..sat at e parapet alone..for one whole hr..so pathetic..n seriously wasnt feeling well..cramp..giddy..gastric..wth..n alone..all i could do was juz to msg him n tell him abt it..in e end..decided to skip my last 2 lessons n went home..
frenless life..
gone were e days in jc where we have e whole group of frenz sticking ard tog..gone were e days...
all i have for company now is him..only him..i cant imagine wat my life wld b when he goes taiwan for training in oct.....n den at nite when i can tok to him..he's slpy alr..army sux..screw it..
pathetic life..i hate dis kinda lonely feeling..i noe i shd b independent..i'm trying to..but i hate it....
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