things will nv be the same again i guess...time to move on.........

believe it or not....
but i once hoped dat one day someone wld tell me..
"我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你 " ...........................

5:20 PM

i'm so confused..so fked up...so sad...............

8:26 PM

oh no..i really think i'm so dead..just gotten myself into a super gigantic ugly mess..i dunno how..but somehow i'll need to solve my own prob? but..oh no..feel so helpless now..y did things turn out dis way...feel lk a fking bitch myself..call me bitch e next time u see me..........
and i'm really at a lost............... =*

11:50 AM

been thinking less into things..juz let fate decide everything..too lazy and cant b bothered to think about stuff le..sianz..

examx are coming soon..gotta start mugging le..kinda boring eh? every sem muz mug for one mth..haha..oh well school work is meant to be boring anw..

din managed to pass e intv for open hse vice pd..sth's seriously wrong w me..nv pass any intv b4 in my life man..oh ya got..juz once..when i wrote to e dean about transfering =) so glad..I LUV DEAN OF STUDENT AFFAIRS~! hahaha..lame........
lame is lk e in thing now man..dunno y..haha..

gonna catch deuce bigalow on friday!! so freaking excited about it~!!!! EUROPEAN'S GIGALOW~!!! hahaahahhaha...hao bian tai..anw...shall update u about e show the next time i blog..=)

12:12 AM

i'm so unpredicatable..
din expect things to turn out lk dis..
i've changed..
e feelings changed..
absence doesnt make e heart fonder..
u ppl lied to me...

6:08 PM

y do life have to sux so much.. we don live on to be upset the entire life rite..someone told me life's full of ups and downs..so after the downs dere's bound to b ups....if u get wat i mean..but..y are e happy times forever short n the sad uber long....are u gonna tell me so dat we'll treasure e happy times more? ha.........life's a joke..
is life a bed of roses with thorns...or a bed of thorns w roses......
y is it so depressing to live on? to move on in life? y cant life juz b a happy one?? i noe i'm not e most unfortunate ger on earth..y not juz make everyone happy?? dey say it all depends on urself whether to lead a happy life or not..ha..u really think so.......
i tried to tell myself dat too..tried to hide away my feelings too..tried to cheer myself up..tell myself life aint dat bad..it ended up dat..i was juz trying to deceive myself..


life aint under ur total control..........

wats my purpose in life? i'd v much lk to noe too...

if i ever die....wld u cry? ..................

6:06 PM

and suddenly..
i'm getting used to his absence..
to him not being by my side..

is dat
a good
or
bad thing.......

9:33 PM

haha juz feel lk blogging again..eating dinner now..nice food lo..got fish got egg got meat..woot!! hahaha..dear hasnt reply me since ytd noon..haha..think his training quite hiong ba..haha..

juz got to noe dis guy from my tut group..mr chip!! haha.. no la his name chiping..haha..anw..he looks lk sun xie zhi can..hahahaha...next time show u his fotos ba..haha..

went for interview today..running for vice project director for nus open hse..haha..gonna b quite fun in e comm i guess..so juz go try my luck lo..haha..quite ok ba e interview..was lk my usual self..smiling all e way..hope i din irritate anyone w my giggle n silly smiles..heh...

i'm bored..2 more weeks to go..hahaha....

7:48 PM

haix.. kinda slack my whole week away..n now muz pia my assignments tutorials study tests..haha..dere goes my sunday man..sianz..

ytd went out w jia n vic in e afternoon..juz walked ard ar..but quite some time nv meet up le..abit awkward ar..
den after dat went to have dinner w fervo..quite fun ar..tok cok all e way..had brownie for dinner..haha..wasnt hungry dats y..but e thing too sweet le..make me feel damn sick..den went home mama gave me bread n watermelon..worse man..e bread smells..e watermelon too sweet..haha..so ya..spent my nite sicking..haha..

2 more weeks to go..sounds kinda long eh? *.*

6:51 PM

he flew off last nite le..went to send him off..not as sad dis time round le..compared to dat time when he left for brunei..haha..mayb got used to parting le ba..and also dis time round cfm can use fone..haha..

was msg-ing him dis morning..n for e first time i was so happy to see his msg..haha.. *gRinx*

he bought me a wireless mouse!! for my laptop..haha..long time ago went shopping w him den i said e red mouse v nice..n den he really go buy sia..hid it in my drawer hoping i wun see it..duh! hahahaha..cute rite..anw..e mouse's really nice red wireless benq mouse..try look out for it..*gRinx*

he said taiwan's gonna b cold..den i couldnt afford some branded jacket or anything..so bought him nus jacket..hahahaha..nvm la he gonna b nus student anw..haha..hid it inside his luggauge..hehe..hid a few letters here n dere inside oso..hahaha..bo liaox..

hope time 'll pass by real fast..by e time he's back..we'll b celebrating his burfday..OMG!! can anyone suggest wat can i give him??????????? thanx alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *gRinx*

8:19 PM

omg..my student really can draw sia..show u..


oh well.. 'nuff said.....


oh ya..shall present to u e future mathematicians...


jiemin me aud




jiemin me


we'll show u e prove to why 1 + 2 =3 =)

2:51 PM

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