Thursday, November 10, 2005
ar sux..exams coming lk damn soon...but i still don feel e stress..wth..haha..whole week busy with tuition..and trying to catch up on my marketing..my worse mod man..haix..shall buck up..but lk not enuff time le..hahaha..watever...was looking back at the times dat we spent tog..for the past 2 years..sounds long..but seems lk ytd when he held my hand in jL's hse..haha..wasnt exactly easy to maintain dis r/s at all..too much disagreements...too diff in our characters...too little time for each other...haix...but i do miss him..i really do..but..wld we be happy tog again? was actually tempted to go back to him..to his arms..to his kisses..esp when i met him to pass cd...tried sms-ing him..but was kinda awkward..kinda cold..tried acting normal..but din help..and den i realised...things will nv be e same again..no point regretting i guess..i'm a bitch....r/s really aint sweet at times..shall stay away from one..cant afford to be a bitch anymore...cant bring myself to commit to one anymore..shall take a break from the thing called lUv........
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