omg..i'm feeling rich now..all e ang paos..woot..hahaha..shall save it up for my driving lessons..-gRinx- gonna be able to afford it real soon..heex!

new year eve:
got my first ang pao from mama..

first day of new year:
got my ang pao from dad..
went paternal side of family..only got ang pao from my ah ma..e rest of e relatives werent dere..and we left b4 de came..bah..
den went chippy's ah ma's hse..lk so weird..abit too early to be going over..but just nice i was lk nearby..so he wanted me to pay her a visit..haha..and so...yea..i went over..and got LOTSA ang pao..hiak hiak..and so i was a happy ger again..-gRinx-..

second day of new year:
went maternal side..lk all my aunties uncles ah gong ah ma all dere..collect ang pao until i high..hahaha..den played w my cousins..damn cute sia..all lk so tiny..lol..den after awhile all v nian me alr..heex..played some stupid games w dem..which i don even understand wats going on..but just played along..haha..happy happy~

happy new year to all~~!!

5:42 PM

cny le~!! haha..happy new year to all!! think its gonna be quite boring dis few days..din really get my new yr clothes..just got a levis and a white top..haha..oh well..no new yr mood dis year sia..

was recalling how i spent my cny last yr..den i realised i was still my toot toot self..specs and black hair..wore pink top and white skirt..haha..still so act cute..haha..went ah ma hse and she was lk "woa ah ni so pretty today sia" o.O hahahahaha..wait till she see me wear jeans dis yr..she cfm sianx..hahaha..oh well...
went his hse to bai nian last yr oso..w his relatives and stuff..was alr so devoted..was alr so into his family..
wells...........

2:22 PM

I cannot find a way
To describe it
It's thereInside
All I do is hide
I wishThat it
Would just go away
What would
You do?
You do?
If you knew...
What would you do?

All the painI thought I knew
All these thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable
Come and take me away
Take me away
Take me away
Take me away

2:16 PM

cried myself to slp last nite..'ve been holding back my tears for quite some time...thousands of thots going thru my mind..if only........................

11:28 PM

met chippy and his soccer frenz ytd..shopped abit den went fish and co for dinner..their fish is as fantastic as usual..and his frenz are lk crappy man..as lame as me..hahaha...

den went mos (ministry of sound)..for nus pru bash..hahaha..was kinda fun la..e place quite huge..and unique..heard e guys toilet got lcd screen infront of e urinals la..haha..gers toilet got magnetic doors for e cubicles..i was lk damn worried dat anyone can just push open my door lo..haha...walked ard abit and its as if e whole spore was down in dat club la..squeezyyyyyy...and all e tables are lk reserved..so e rest can only stand ard..zzz..den danced abit at e rnb..kinda fun..e dj was cute..he's a botak i think..hahahaha...quite fun la..but i got curfew..gotta go home relatively early..haha..quite an experience la..to club w chippy..haha..i mean..we din club tog b4 ma..haha..yep yep...lalala~

came home..bathed..waited for hair to dry..tok to him on e fone..slept at 4..damn slpy now again..hahaha..pms-ing..

2:07 PM

so long nv blog le..haha..cuz nth much happened anw..
everyday go school early morning..get stuck in jam..have lessons..go work on my flv..hahaha..
boring life hor??
but one thing..chippy tried to pei me everyday whenever he can..and send me home wHeNeVEr hE cAn~ haha..his reason being next week start tut den he wun have time to pei me le..hahaha..oh well..anw~ thanx alot! heex...
going for bash tonite..at mos..hope its gonna be fun and not too cok up ba..haha..but muz go home early..cuz parents not happy..haha...lk v sao xing hor? hahaha..hu cares~ lol~!! ya la..hope everyone enjoy tonite ba!! support PRU!! (PRU = NUS Student Union Public Relations Unit = my cca) -gRinx-

1:03 PM

haha..went for a lect at 0800 today..e only lect i have for e day..so if i don put any other tut on fri..i'll most likely pon every fri man..and dats v bad..hahaha..
after dat headed to nussu sec to start work..been busy dis few days w calling up for sponsors and getting vendors for our bazaar..hope everything will turn out well..anyone got lobang for sponsors contact me k? -gRinx-
den had lunch w chip lor n ken..haha..went over engin to eat e supposedly nice kuey chup..in e end i find it ok only..my hse downstairs one much nicer..haha..
den went back to nussu sec to start calling again..haha..
stopped work at 1800..went over to kaira's concert in temasek hall w yew lee to see if we can help out..but we ended up standing ard toking cok and watching concert..haha..
was quite stunned when after e concert..we walked out..and i saw chip dere..haha..wat the..he and yew lee bakat one..zzz..oh and he gave me dis bear metal keychain..haha..he say its for our 1 week..oh man..hahahahaha...
dats abt it ba..gonna meet 301 tmr..hope it'll be damn fun lk always..heex..

12:29 AM

lalala~
mon first day of school..first lesson was bad..e lecturer cant really teach..gotta study e mod on my own man..den waited 2 hrs for e next lesson..in e end e prof did some intro in half an hr..den dismiss le -.-
tue went kbox w chip den had dinner at fish and co..fish and co rockx la..damn nice..haha..




wed had to publicise for pru V-bash..den we had to lk put on super thick and colourful make up..den walk ard e campus distribute flyers..haha..so funny but damn tiring..had to wear heels all e way..yucks!! almost got killed..
look at my make up!! so green man..lol..shall upload e other fotos when i get dem from e rest..
-gRinx-

9:23 PM

gosh! realised i totally forgot to blog abt dis super memorable thing..
chip got me dis bouquet of 19 roses for bday.. and he packaged it himself..as in plucking out e thorns and everything..and so i kept dat in my room after dat..
den lk 1 or 2 weeks ltr..i was happily toking on e fone on my bed in e middle of e nite..
AND SUDDENLY...........................
i saw dis freaking FAT BLACK worm wriggling on e floor towards my bed!!!!!! and i mean really FAT...and really BLACK!!!! omg........its lk ultimate laaaa...den i started screaming in e fone and fumbling ard for things to kill it smack it cover it or watever ways to deal w dat freak...(ltr i realised my parents room are lk wide open..dey cld have heard me screaming 0.O).......
den i found dis transparant container...den i go kup it...i'm lk so proud of myself la..so brave can..
and den i started to get paranoid..worrying abt more caterpillars may come crawling out..den i was lk damn scared to touch dat bouquet..but still i had to throw it away rite..and so i started on my 2nd adventure...i lk took half an hr to pick up my courage to go pick dat bouquet up..dump it into a BIG plastic bag..den use another BIG plastic bag to cover it..den throw it down e rubbish dump...gosh...i'm lk damn proud la..damn brave rite?? cant stand it.......
bah..
den e FAT BLACK thing was lk trapped in e container for 2 days..i don even dare to throw it away la..was lk waiting for it to die..but its damn strong can..bloody monster..and guess wat??? it shitted inside..and started wriggling in its own shit..den gor until my whole floor all shit..WTF..den one fine day my mum came in..saw e black thing and helped me dispose it..and i've to say..she's 100 times brave-er den me man..heex..
............................................me and my adventure w e great black thing...............................................

PRIME SUSPECT:

1:45 AM

changed my blog skin!! heex..a new start..quite pinkish man..lk so kiddish..hahaha...
and guess wat???? i just realised we're alr 20!! hahahahaha...so weird...me?? 20?? hahahahah..gosh...

school starting tmr man..mon tue thur fri starts at 0800 and wed starts at 1200..how sad can my life be..muz wake up at 6am almost everyday man..haha..gonna be busy w flv too..oh ya!!
muz publicise our bazaar..haha..nussu fest la vie..dis fantastic bazaar will be held in nus central forum on 16th n 17th..pls come down and support k!! -gRinx-

10:26 PM

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I REALLY DUNNO WAT TO DO...................
*sobx*

8:58 PM

y do i feel so weird..he's lk avoiding me..its either i'm feeling guilty..or i really miss him alot..i cant even figure out how i'm feeling rite now..
suffering from commitment-phobia..hurting one guy is enuff..dowan to hurt another one..but..argh..i just don feel rite....

3:06 PM

he asked me~ heex~
lalalalalala~~~~~~~~

10:44 PM

i cant move on..
sad...

12:09 AM

alright..i suppose i gotta cheer up since its e new year..2006 here i come!!
spent my new year eve e worst way ever: rot at home..zzz..been out e past few days..or rather..many many days..so parents arent exactly too happy abt it..so had to stay at home dis 2 days..haix..spent my day watching vcd..and so far i caught luv actually, american pie 1, am pie 2, am wedding, am pie 4-band camp, pacifier, deuce bigalow..wow..dats lk alot of movies man..so proud of myself *gRinx*

realised e year past damn fast..but wasnt too good a year..lets see.......

spent first 3 mth working in hsbc mkting dept..had a bitchy boss..couldnt wait to leave..had a horrible time w e boss..but damn luv e colleagues..=)
den moved to trade svs and stayed for a mth..wasnt too enjoyable either..
den went over to work at califonia fitness as promoter for a mth..
got my results and was posted to nus school of computing..
went for union camp and snrs adviced me to appeal..(in particular, guoyong)..lol..
so wrote letter to e dean and got into fac of SCIENCE..
planned timetable and had my calculus tut on fri evening..
feelings start to fade..
met mr chip in e calculus tut..
cg went taiwan..
things went wrong..
broke up..
cried..
cried..
cried..
patched..
broke up..
cried..

haha..yea..dats abt it..kinda fast year..hope next year will be a better year ba..pls be!! no more tears for me thanx..shall work damn hard for next sem and get better grades..oh ya..and hope i can save enuff money for my driving lessons..hmm...hope can get another tuition kid den got more income..hmm..hopes to be happily in luv..( lk i said.. no more tears..) ..dat shd be all i guess? haha..seems lk money's a big problem..oh well~

may everyone have a good year ahead!!
may 2006 be a much better year den 2005!!

BYEE BYEE 2005!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *gRinx*

1:50 AM

happy new year to all =)

there're fireworks tonite..new year celebration..used to watch every fireworks w him..and its really every single one..esp during e fireworks fest or sth..
e fireworks tonite aint such a happy thing for me..
memories came flooding in..
i miss him..
alot..

1:15 AM

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