reading dis issue's cleo..n i got so upset..
all the clothes they feature are just for super slim gers..
dey totally..TOTALLY..forgot abt the fat ones..
damn dem..
its just making me feel inferior..
gggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
work is boring..
n i kinda miss school..
(u noe the grass? yea..its always greener on the other side..)
but its quite cool to not feel guilty at all when i'm reading cleo instead of lecture notes..hehe..
oh..n i sprayed lanvin on monday..
n apple (dkny) today..
muahahaha...
think i smell damn nice..
MMMMMUUUUUAAAAAAAAAhahahahaha..high.
.
guess i made chippy upset..again.
sorry..
i'm really trying freaking hard..
but..
dere're times when i'm super determined..and super sure dat i can do it..
and den..
dere're times when tears just flow when i think abt the _
i noe it seems to u dat i'm such an idiot..
doing all dis unneccessary stuff to myself..
so very no point.
but....
dunno..
i cant help it..
esp when the images just came happily swimming into my mind..n make demselves comfy dere..
-.-
i mean..
after so long..
and all the others have happily moved on..
but i'm still stuck here..
probably shows its damn hard for me?
i regretted..
not for being together with chippy..
but for letting things happened..
alright..
i really ought to control my emo..
but den again..
i'm a ger..
and a super emotional ger...
=(
6:33 PM