Friday, February 09, 2007
i hate myself when i feel like i'm getting more and more dependent on you.but you cant really be bothered.or when i needed your company.but you decided to choose something else over me.it makes me feel lk a pathetic soul begging for sympathy.and i'm getting pretty sick of pretending i'm fine with it.
misunderstanding or not..the helpless feeling is back.the feeling that i hated so very much.is back.
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