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Friday, October 31, 2008

i think its this phase that everyone just have to go through..
this transition from a full-time student to a full-time working personnel.
its depressing when you realise that you've got like 40 more years to work for..
-.-"""



suddenly all my plans seemed impossible.
and suddenly i do not know what exactly i want in my life anymore..
this sudden pang of lostness..
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pictures from amara sanc villa stay!

main entrance to the villa

private pool with 2 rooms by the side

room 1: king size bed, toilet

room 2: office desk, couch, tv, mini pantry, toilet


open air shower and bathtub


us =)
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life is great...
it still is...



7:55 AM


Tuesday, October 28, 2008

freeeeeeeeaaaaaaking long since i last blogged.
and freeeeeeeaaaaaaaaking alot of things happened during this period of time.

career was on a high.
i used "was" because i predict the next month is gonna be on a low again.

got myself a car.
well, partially..
cuz its actually my boss's car.

got myself my first branded bag and wallet!
Gucci!
=D

just had my first hotel stay last weekend at sentosa.
amara sanc.
and that place was faaaaaabbbbbbbbulous.
the guys there probably made a mistake and got us into a room which cost 2-3times more than what we paid for =D
will upload pictures soon.

relationship is on a rollercoaster ride.
full of ups and downs.
(as always.)
the ups got me girnning from ear to ear just from thinking about it.
or just from looking at the pictures.
or you know the feeling that you get everytime you listen to this song.
its almost like a theme song which reminds you of certain unforgettable events.
but now..
am extremely confused.
no idea what my next step should be.
have had enough of taking wrong steps and then regretting after that.

parents are much much more supportive of me now than before.
hmm..they used to discourage me alot from taking up this job.
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there're times when i really feel like giving up on life.

its tiring to be keeping up to expectations.
expectations that you have on yourself.
expectations that people around you have on you.
expectations that society has on you.

come to think of it..
almost all unhappiness arise from being unable to meet with expectations.
and its almost the only reason why anyone would be unhappy with anyone.
true?
well, i welcome all challenges to my hypothesis..haha..

and how do anyone set all these expectations?
through past experiences maybe..

but well..it probably is human nature.
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hungry
& sleepy.

& tired.
of life.

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 2:15 AM