Thursday, January 29, 2009
you rejected me.
with harsh words.
with such straightforwardness.
but now you twisted the story.
and tell her a total different thing.
what exactly was your intention?
to pretend like you're still the mr nice guy?
to make yourself not look like the bad guy here?
whatever it is..
it disgust me.
what shocked me wasnt the fact that you changed.
well, people do change.
neither was is that you'd rejected me.
but what shock me is how you are like now.
whatever happened to the mr nice guy i fell for?
the one who is unpretentious, soft-hearted,
sincere and truthful to everyone around you.
even if it is that because you're wooing the girl..
you didnt used to be like that..
pretentious, hypocritical.
such a turn off.
1:06 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
i put down my pride and ego in hope for a chance.
but was rejected outrightly.
sad but oh wells..
cry already then move on lo.
life still goes on anyway..
things can only get better right?
=)
cny this year was just like any other years..
just that i have a bunch of kickass colleagues to spend the days with..haha..
day 1 went dad's side ah ma's house.
went home for awhile and drove down to boss's house for a birthday surprise..
he was lk damn pissed that nobody rmb his birthday! haha!
we sneaked into his house and...SURPRISE!!
and we got him the darnest looking cake! hhhahaha!!
day 2 went mum's side ah ma's house.
then went minds cafe with the colleagues =)
although i didnt have an exactly enjoyable sms conversation with someone,
but these people never fail to make me laugh =)
chatted on phone with D till 4+..
laugh until i stomachache LOL!!
going to boss's house to bai nian later..
gonna make like hell lota winnings!!
my theory is: life is fair. if you're unlucky in certain aspects of your life. then you'd be lucky in the other aspects!
=)
thank you all for being around and listening to me bitch.
love you all! =)
12:47 PM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
my heart aches...
3:22 AM
Sunday, January 25, 2009
i kinda like sitting by the beach at east coast park at night whenever i'm feeling down.
the sea breeze seems to make me feel so much better.
and i'm grateful that i've got really great friends by my side during this period.
especially this other colleague D who have been accompanying me almost every night..
even bothered to talk to me on the phone at night..
i really am glad..
without him and all my friends..
i would not have survived through.
=)
D brought his puppy out and happened to passed by my house..
gave me a call and ask if i wanna play with the puppy..
hee!
cute right??
i'd want a dog next time when i live on my own in the future..
mama's scared of dogs..
hee..
i think they're really great company!
and not to mention super nice to cuddle!
haha...
6:28 PM
*Right Click and Open in New Window for Song*
忽然一场阵雨
世界缩为屋檐
你熟悉的侧脸
回头就在眼前
一分神丢了手里烟
坠落了燃烧的岁月
让画面再接回从前
省略了昨天的昨天
后来的你好吗
有比较快乐吗
我应该高兴吧
却又说不上话
雨打湿你右边的肩
泪滑过我左边的脸
这就是唯一的关联
当爱是仓促的句点
你曾是我吻过我爱过也伤过
拥有过却错过的情人
这样太残忍
你现在总是刻意保持陌生
你吻过你爱过也恨过
拥抱过却犯错的情人
我不能过问
没权利再问他是否对的人
后来的你好吗
有比较快乐吗
我应该高兴吧
却又说不上话
我们是两条平行线
再没有任何交叉点
只留下心酸的感觉
当爱是仓促的句点
你曾是我吻过我爱过也伤过
拥有过却错过的情人
这样太残忍
你现在总是刻意保持陌生
你吻过你爱过也恨过
拥抱过却犯错的情人
我不能过问
没权利再问他是怎样的人
(x2)
非要等到爱远走
分两头
才知道多不舍你走
留在午夜梦会醉
掏了心
伤心对自己说
非要等到爱远走
分两头
才知道谁都怕寂寞
一直有句话要说
你是我今生今世的守候
你曾是我吻过我爱过也伤过
拥有过却错过的情人
这样太残忍
你现在总是刻意保持陌生
你吻过你爱过也恨过
拥抱过却犯错的情人
我不能过问
是我先转身爱上了错的人
恋上一个人
6:17 PM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
whatever you're doing now is pissing me off.
and i'm annoyed to no end.
what really is going through your mind?
what are you up to?
revenge?
haha.
seriously have no idea how much you've changed.
probably left your brains and eq at home.
hurt.
6:18 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
am at a lost =(
i hate my life.
i hate myself.
1:37 AM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
what do you do when you're at a lost, full of regrets, and extremely confused?
what do you do when you're standing at crossroads?
how do you decide which route to take?
3:03 AM