you know..
i used to really really really love to play those kinda books when i was a kid..
whereby you have to pretend you're the main character in the story..
and you have to make decisions for that guy..
and it goes something like "to enter the cave, turn to page 18".
i liked that its full of surprises..
every step you take can lead to very different endings.
but now.
i think i'm totally screwing up my life.
making the wrong decisions time and time again.
getting stuck in the worst kinda situations all the time.
my life is full of regrets.
and the worst thing is..
i cant restart my life like how i could restart the book game.
i dont like how things are like now.
i dont like how i'm feeling now.
i dont like it at all.
and i wonder when will all these end.
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